Cole Brown & Natalie Johnson: Black Love Letters

I didn’t get what I expected from this book.

Initially, I was just drawn to the cover. I mean, look at it!

Once I got past the cover (but still not over it), I thought I was going to read a collection of letters about Black people being deeply in love with other Black people and expressing it in beautiful language.

I wasn’t looking for a specific book to read during Black History Month, but I saw this while at Target with my mom and couldn’t help but reach for it. February is Black History Month and the month of love, so what better combination could I find for the perfect book to read in February?

I flipped through it for a second and noticed one of the letters was addressed to a niece, so I knew then it wasn’t a book of solely romantic love letters, but it wasn’t at all what I’d expected. In a good way.

The online project this collection of letters is based on was started after George Floyd’s murder as a way for Black people to grieve, express themselves, and attempt to heal.

The letters in this book are beautiful, encouraging, heartbreaking, hopeful, rich.

There are letters to siblings, mothers, fathers, grandparents, aunts, uncles, mentors, lovers, hair, bodies, cities, blackness.

There are letters on grief, love, healing, rejection, acceptance, inspiration… and the list goes on.

This little book of letters was read slowly, intentionally, and through the entire month of February. It was exactly what I needed and did exactly what I needed it to do.

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Listen to What You Don’t Want to Read (How the Garcia Girls Lost Their Accents)

By now, you know that I’ve recently gotten into audiobooks. Turns out, it inspired a new motto:

Listen to what you don’t want to read.

I had the most difficult time getting through How the Garcia Girls Lost Their Accents. I’ve enjoyed some of Julia Alvarez’s other work, but this one was tough. From the character switching (four sisters, mami, papi, Chucha etc.) to the timeline switching (past, present, past-past, just before present) to the (seemingly) random stories being told throughout each chapter, it just wasn’t cohesive enough for my brain.

I still don’t know what the book was about other than the girls and their parents moved to the U.S. because the Dominican police were after their father. There were stories in between that I don’t remember being resolved (what happened with the doctor’s wife who kissed their dad at the restaurant?).

In the past year or two, I’d only gotten halfway through this book. It wasn’t relaxing or indulgent and I was reading it just because I’d started it and wanted to finish it. But I realized after my recent discovery of the joy of audiobooks that I didn’t have to read the rest of it; I could listen to it!

I immediately borrowed the audiobook from my local library and found I only had 2.5 hours left of the book (since I was already halfway through). That 2.5 hours still took me four days to listen to, and that’s how I knew for sure that this just wasn’t my kind of book. Even listening to it was difficult.

But I did get through it! I got to the end, still with no comprehension of the events or the purpose, but I finished the book.

Now I know to listen to books I don’t want to read but still want to finish. Even books I haven’t yet started. If it sounds like something I don’t necessarily think I’ll enjoy, but want to get through the content or story, I can just listen to it.

Yay for delayed revelations!

(I totally believe things come to you when you need them.)

The Source of Self-Regard is next on the list. I am actually reading this one. It’s a collection of essays, speeches, and such by Toni Morrison. I’m reading for interest and education, not for excitement and escapism, so I don’t feel a need to rush through it.

I’ve also got a bunch more Michael Crichton titles I’d like to read, but I want to get through my primary TBR list first. I’m getting there!

How far into your 2024 TBR list have you gotten? Have you enjoyed one book more than others you’ve read? Are you reading them or listening to them? Give me the good stuff!

Happy Reading!

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Michael Crichton: Jurassic Park and The Lost World (My First Audiobook)

You know, as much as I love the Jurassic Park movies, I’d never read the books [gasp!]. Not until the Jurassic Park audiobook was suggested buy one of the guys in my small group’s book chat—he listens to it every year.

Of course, I’ve never been into audiobooks, so I drove down to my local library to renew my card that had been expired for six months (to be fair, they never had any of the books I was looking for, so I never had reason to use said library card), and immediately checked out the Jurassic Park ebook.

We’ve all seen the movies, right? So, I’m not going to lay out the plots of these two books. I will say the books are better than the movies. But aren’t they always?

We, in this little corner of the internet, know by now that I will shirk all my low-priority responsibilities to read through a book I enjoy. And while I made sure not to neglect any high priority work, I did put aside several tasks and read through Jurassic Park in about four days. I was hooked.

Now, here comes the confession (and if you follow me on IG, you’ve already read my confession):

I don’t have any memory of being read to as a child (not to say it didn’t happen), and I’ve never particularly cared for the sound of someone else reading to me—I prefer the voices in my head🙃—so I’ve always disregarded audiobooks (I know, I know).

That was until I promised (the same person who recommended the first book) to give The Lost World audiobook a try. And not only did I get through that book in two days, but I did it while also checking off my to-do list—shopping, laundry, going for a walk, job searching, designing posts in Canva, and cooking dinner!

And to top it off, actively listening to the audiobook kept my brain from spiraling and I was able to get a lot done without the constant overthinking that usually occupies my day.

So, I offered an apology to the audiobook listeners on IG, and now I’m offering an apology to you audiobook listeners here: I’m so, so sorry for every time I disregarded your Audiobook.

Now, I must also say this here as well: listening to an audiobook is not the same as reading a book (reading vs listening is akin to writing vs speaking). It’s still a valid form of book consumption, it’s just not reading.

There are some books I just want to consume—I want to get through it, know what happens, and check it off my TBR list—and there are other books I want to indulge in and enjoy.

For the books I just want to get through, I will gladly turn to the audiobook version and listen to it while I’m working, walking, shopping, etc. As a matter of fact, if I can access the audiobook for How the Garcia Girls Lost Their Accents through my local library, I will absolutely listen to the second half of that book so I don’t have to read any more of it! That way I can get through the rest of it quickly and move on to something I actually want to read.

Back to The Lost World. I know I saw this movie (I have a JP DVD set that I’ve watched more than once), yet it all seemed totally new to me listening to this book. While I was reading Jurassic Park, I could visually see scenes from the movie in my head, but with this one, my brain was forming its own visuals because there wasn’t a reference available to draw from for some reason.

Then I rewatched the movies and realized why… The Lost World: Jurassic Park (movie) was basically a completely different story than The Lost World (book). There were so many missed opportunities with these movies (like how truly delusional Hammond was)!

With both books, I found myself reacting out loud, rolling my eyes at people not listening, being annoyed with the kids, and being in awe of Ian Malcolm and his rants about self-serving scientists (also wondering why he ends up in a pain killer-induced haze in both novels).

The bad guys always die and the kids always live (except for some baby dinos), and it seems to be how we want the world to work. Honestly, if they would’ve only kept the herbivores for the park and destroyed any carnivores that resulted from their experiments, none of this mess would have even happened (Malcolm would probably find reason that it would have happened regardless) and the park may have actually been a success. But, of course, people always want a shock factor because they think it’ll attract more business. Well, the business went under because of Hammond’s shock factor. Way, way under.

Anyway, if you like the movies, you’ll love the books. I love the movies and I loved the books even more!

What’s next? Garcia Girls… because I did, in fact, find the audiobook through my library and will listen to the second half instead of reading it.

Happy Reading!

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